The girl in the mirror

I always complaining that my face is fat. (It is indeed fat, okay at least fatter than my body!). Then last night I had a dream, I not sure if it's consider a nightmare or not. But except that part the rest of the dream seems okay. haha. I dreamt that I look into the mirror & I looked like this!

DAMN SCARY!(it looked scarier than what I drew)

looked like someone been starved for days.

hahahahahahhahaha.

Okay. Maybe a little skinner will be better, not too skinny.

sweet strings attached.

aw. i love this movie & the sweet memories attached to it :)

the bad & good news

Jiarui and I were going to tell his parents about the news. Jiarui dont know how to start off... he worried that they will be disappointed/sad/worried. He asked them to come to the living room & sit down before he say anything. The atmosphere is a little tense... his mother start to get worry when Jiarui said it's quite serious. Then we sensed that they misunderstood the tension.... -.-
They thought we are going to announce we are getting married cos of you know what.
But it's just that Jiarui is going to tell them that he cant go for the pilot training anymore cos his spinal test got some problem.
And if you think it's bad bad news, it make actual news less bad.
But it's not a really bad news. I am still worried what is the spinal test result.
And the good news part is we can celebrate our coming anniversary together(: and Jiarui wont be tied down by the 12 years bond.

A short boring one.

Okay, I am going to blog. but it's still not in my best blogging mood. hahaha.

AND i still cant find my phone cable to upload my 'nice' photos. tsk tsk.

Anyway I finally rebonded my hair!!:D after thinking of doing it for a very time.

Not for the straightness but for the neatness. So i am very satisfied now (:

but from now on, i have to take trouble to keep my hair in the hair net during work.

the ai mei(vain)'s sacrifice

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Grumble time:

I forgot to stop my music player of my itouch. and it switched off cos its battery went flat. and my itouch is a hack-ed one. and you know once a hacked itouch switch off, it wont be hacked anymore. and i have to reconnect with itunes. and after i did that, my itouch version got updated. and once updated, it no longer can be hack):

okay. the end.

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hahahahha. another weekends gone. another week of continous working!

Toh Jiarui make me fat!

i think i need something to make my blog and post look niceeeer :)
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my phone cable, where are you?

Oh, it's April already!

I guess my blogging mood is gone. hope it's not for long.

And my photo taking mood also gone):

I dont like it.

Even my entry also boring. hahaha.

My only zhi lian photo of the week. And look weird somemore! hahahah.

I think I am just going to keep typing rubbish.

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Toh Jiarui is having a good time now. Office hour again!

and soon, if everything is alright, he will be away from Singapore. away from me for months.

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I am going to miss him so much!

Meantime we are spending alot of time together.. make use of our precious time!! heehee.

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pink pink panther

Work is okay, work is good.

I guess I am still coping (: but I feel like a jinx to people at times.