disappointment in you

This morning I received a msg ..
"Of all the things I've done for you in the past..
Now u dun even wanna help a fren? Well, now we know
wat kinda person u are.. Forget abt the $300. U dun return."

You know what I did to deserve this msg?
A friend of mine, in th middle of th night msged me
Asked if I could lend some money($20). My friend needed it .
I said ok but mus wait until next day at least.
Its like 12plus am .. you cant expect me to go out at tht time right?
But my friend needed it by 0830am. I cant wakeup tht early as well.
I replied saying I will lend, but cant promise before 0830.
My friend didnt reply.. so I thought its ok.
And th next morning I saw tht msg.

You know, it is very very hurting receiving a msg
from someone you cared alot.

So what have you done for me in th past?
You mean I did nothing for you in th past?! ..
What have you done for me now then?
I had become someone you only remember when you needed help ,
What kind of person am I ?
Hey friend, I thought you know me better than tht .
Much more better than tht.
& as for th $300, it include money you owed me as well.
I said I will return you. But th someone said dont need return etc
Dont worry , I am still returning you.

Money seems so so important to you now,
make you stop thinking before sending out msges like tht.
Although I felt so hurt after seeing th msg, I still helped you in th end
Going thru all th problem, just to lend you th money
And TATA : you become a nicey friend once again.
But what said cant be unsaid .. I still feel th hurt
No matter how many sorry-s you said.

Not mentioning my friend's name .
I dont even know if my friend is reading this. But it dont matter.
Its just something tht make me think so much..
I wanna blog it out here, to remember today.

I may not be a very good friend .. But if you are my friend
And you need help. I can help you, i will help you.
But please dont misuse it .
It doesnt mean I am a richie rich,
and everyone start lending money from me la! lol.

Okay, I feel better .
thankyou for reading(: