tata.!

(:

recentlii i dun reallie enjoy working @ lotus lerhhs . due to something. ): i feel tt lotus dun need me anymore. i so .. dun love working animore.sad to sae. )':

hms. todae sumthing so magical happen. my "used-to-be" females cubical bcum males cubical! i was like OMG! nvr work in male ward before!! hahas. so weird derhs feeling. and uncles tend to be less-talkative than aunties. so i seldom talk to them! xP but todae stil consider a okies dae! :D

then my handphone siaosiao lerhhs! =I
sumtimes derhs buttons cant be pressed! i hardly can use e joystick! if move dwn .. wil accidentalliie "press" . (-.-) i use until so angry!! but bibi say i can buy phone! ^^ with upgrading of my line. :DD or signing new line for bibi. (: *happie* but its hard to tahan with my "angel" phone. xP

okies. ending here. ^^ i gg to slp soon lerhhs!

todae finalli can rest lerhhs! :DD its saturdae!

then went bibi hse yterdae night . cos v long din go his hse lerhhs. (:
bibi mum gave mie a present! guess wads it!!? .. .. .. ITS A STETHOSCOPE!! :DD *hees* so cool!! so happie!! i have gorts my own stethoscope now! ;D yea! :PP too excited lerhhs!

later in e evening .. i got work! (: so long din work lerhhs. since gg start attachment. -.- hais. so a lil wait forward for tonight work. except i GOT sorethroat!! :( *bad ones* i think i one mth @ least one time got sorethroat!!! x( so sad right. luckily i nt singer! :P

hms .. okies. think i end here. bibi keep laying his game. jiu dun care bout mie lerhhs!!

tata! takecares. miss mie!

so fast .. 1week pass for my attachment lerhhs! (: its like so fast!! :DD hms .. now i start to reallie enjoy working in e ward. ;D *yea* most of e staff help us alot. sometimes time pass so quick and its time to go hme lerhhs. (:

onlii thing ish everytime i reachhed hme .. jiu xiang SLEEP! :PP so tired nohs. i everydae slp @ least 7hours! :D

hahas. hmms .. i todae workin afternoon shift so haven go out yet. but soon lerhhs .. :D

okies // end here. blog again! (: btw below ish my bdae cakes!

my 18TH BDAE CAKES. *

my 1st bdae frm : janet. felicia and weiwen. ((: * thkss ger! so sweet!*

my 2nd cake of the dae from . MELISSA. so cute narhs. (: *sweet-ger*

my finally and e biggest. warmest cake. (: from qijiemeis! and bibi and mama and korkor. with cindy.eric.chiulee.angeline.weiteng. :DD

*I AM OFFICALLY 18TH YEARS OLD!* :DD

bibi came back yterdae nite .. when i alr slpin lerhhs. alice gang up wibe him to bluff me! hahas. then when i slept till half way wakeup and saw bibi .. i thought is dream nohs.! hahas. until morning .. then confirm ish nt dream!! ((:

after went attachment .. janet, felicia and weiwen brought mie cake! (: *sweet* THANKS! .. and melissa also brought a cake for mie! so i got TWO cakes! :DD after tt went hme .. angeline ask mie go out wibe her .. then alice and mama also behave so weirdly.! hahas, make me suspect! (: then when i meet angeline .. she's wibe weiteng. then we 3 go walkwalk .. all these. until like 7plus. went hme .. then TATA! surprises .. from the moment i step into the lifts!! :DD so sweet!! then so manie pple were deres .. ALL 7jiemeis! lihao's baobei! chiu lee! joel! mama! korkor! bibi! .. then after tt cindy and eric came too!! :DD we have steamboat! cocktail and sparkling juice! (: HAVE SO MUCH FUN!! i totalliie regret writing yterdae blog! xPP

THANKS PPLE! for everything. ((:
thks ..my precious six meis . my bibi. my mama. my korkor. my er yi. my er gu. angeline. johnamin. melissa. alison. janet. weiwen. felicia. tingting. xiu qi. SAMMI. chee chuan.xinyi. sunmei.siyi. kerwei. grace. yana. amrita. jerry. kaidi. jason. eric. cindy. chiu lee. chong ahpa. yuda. weiteng. wee boon. joel. for making my dae! :DD
*orders dun mean anything!*

I WANNA SEE BIBI TMR! )': i noe i am being wilful . but i reallie wanna see him!
maybe i veri wait-forward .. so more disappointed. )): i onliie noe I STILL WANNA SEE HIM! :'(

i hate my tis year birthdae .. cos i stil got attachment! dunoe if stil got celebration.
summore mayb after work jiu hen lei lerhs . where gt mood.. .. . . i dun like.

I DON'T LIKE!!!!
* can i delay my birthdae!? *

1st day of attachment

wakeup @ 5am! melissa missed call to wakeup mie up. ((: *hees* but dunoe why cant heard my alarm!! :P

then i start get ready to go out. (: when we reach ttsh deres .. we are the 1st! *6.30am* :D
hees. brought myself a packet of soya bean milk. :DD din have breakfast. :P

everyone reach lerhhs . . jiu go up togetherr. ((:

the ward ish dfferent from last time. so weird derhs feeling .. and felt so strange so alone! cos tt time stil gorts nisah and meiyi to help mie. but now i AM ALL ALONE in the cubical! *omy* hais. but e staffs deres stil okies narhs .. except for a few. -.- but overall feeling .. was nt good.

hms. time pass quite fast derhs. was quite confused .. to what to do. hais. dun realiie look forward animore. ): - imagine i have to suffer for THREE WEEKS! omg! plus my 18th bdae deres. *totallii dun look forward!* :PP

okay .. now i onlii can hope it will get better. @ least .. let mie enjoy my attachment! (:

*my 18th birthdae wishes*

celebrates with my loved ones. esp.. bibi . but its imposs. . cos he ish @ camp. )':

hees. todae wokeup quite late. xP late to meet lihao dey all! xPP *ahs* okies. went ps deres walkwalk. saw lionel.. ! he;s nt feeling well .. but stil pestering us to save money! hahas. :x

then walk until 5plus.. we went back tampines! (:

brought milktea! jiu go hme lerhhs. (:
korkor came back to bring mama go see doc.mama cant stop coughin!!
and he brought us manie things. *thks-korkor*
then bibi went back camp lerhhs. ):

tmr start attachment lerhhs! *sad* .. tmr ish morning shift.! ): mus wakeupp @ 5am! mus leave before 6am!! ))x but good thing bout morning shift ish tt 3pm jiu end lerhhs!! :DD

hms. HAIS! tmr i blog again.. bout my 1st dae! :D goodnight!

my pictures! :DD

a incomplete jigsaw puzzle! (: - its frm angeline! but now then got e glue to stick! :DFINISH in 2hours time. e hardest part ish e PINKS parts! :D I edited it! ^^ using the photoshop. :D *our klass-pic with ms lydia!*

my whole day @ hme part2

tata.! late in the morning i;m bloggin! cos i workin on e cards. jus finish! :D

think i a lil crazy .. got one whole dae but i din do.! hahas. my brain work better @ nite i guess. hahas. :P i spent e whole dae. . daydreamin. surfing net. go online. doin nth also habe.. jiu shi dun do the cards. hahas. :x

until like 8plus. i went tm popular buy e markers . papers and dbl-sided tape. (: plus my dinner. crispy squid,2 stick of chickens and milktea! :DD *yummie* but not full enuff. -.-

then when come hme.. i slack again!
wahas. until like 10plus.. then i reallie start workin. xPP *oops*
hees. but dunnoe why .. @ night then got e mood to do! (: *weird mie*

frm 10pm do until 4am! :D guess wad .. ?! i;m nt tired. (:
mayb not slpin lerhhs. scare cant wakeup! xDD

hahas. took e cards pic .. gg to blog them! *enjoy* ((:

LOVES BABY! :DD

*e white box is our klass photos!* (:

this one ish miss lydia derhs. (: its pink and purple!! xD

this one above ishh for Dr.Lam. (: hahas. is e last one i made. quite simple derhs. xP

e below one ish for ms BELLA! (: e 1st one i made. i like the ballet dancer. *i cut out derhs* xDlast but not lest .. ish e one for mdm janet!! :DD *hees*

my whole day @ home.

recently derhs busybusy life. :\ then seldom have a whole day @ home! hahas. todae no schh no work so .. HERE I AM .. stayin @ home e whole dae! :D

slp verii verii long~ until 12plus! so long din slp until so good lerhhs. (: hahas.

wakeup watch tv.. bibi called mie! then do my new blog skins! :P suppose to be doing the cards. I AM DOING IT. (: hahas. watch "open season" a lil. cos alice fwen watchin. (: then eat cupnoodle as my lunch. almost slackin e whole dae.

jus did a lil for e card. later gg buy some markers. :D and tonight i can watch my shows!! ((:
the 7pm and the 9pm shows! :DD so happie narhs.. *hahas*

okies. i think i will end heres! x) gonna watch my show .

*missing-baobei*

17 january 07
BOO! xP hahas. finally i'm bloggin! xDD
recently i busy workin! mon.. tue.. and todae as well.

tis 3daes manie things happen. (: onlie rmber tt .. but forgot e details. xP
hahas. aniwaes .. tmr NO schh! :DD and fri onlii gorts lab!!! :DDD wahahas.
after todae.. i tis week jiu mei you work lerhhs. (: REST! nxt week jiu shi attachment lerhs.
ahs!! *nervous* summore ish during my bdae! ): *sad*

hmms.. nvrm. (: 1st experiences .. !!

tmr i gg to deco the cards for lecturer. (: *hees* whole dae derhs task! :D
jiayou. norin! :DD tis cumin sat gg kbox! omy.. so happie. v long din k lerhhs!! (:

*bibi ; i miss you manie! * come back quick and safe okies. LOVE YOU!

14JANUARY07
*boringboring* .. cant e rain STOP! :
it jus keep raining .. *hais* wanted go cycling!! but becos of e rain .. i cant go. ):

so now .. i;m rottin @ hme! :\\ hahas. jus return frm ahma hse. bibi went too. xD
now hubbie ish e "regular customer" @ ahma hse. xDD

hais.. its sundae again. MEANS .. hubbie gg back. MEANS .. tmr ish mondae again! .. so not look forward. :P anyway .. its e last week to sch. after tt ish ATTACHMENT. :I not lookin forward either. xPP hahas. only looking forward to .. e short weekends! =DD

okies. end heres. mayb gg ahbi hse watch vcds barhs. BORING~ sundae! (:

12JANUARY07
GUESS wad !! (: bibi came back yterdae nite!! *omy* got SHOCK of my life! =D so happie narhs!

*hees* .. (: den we wanted to go watch movie derhs. but no more shows lerhs. so went to rent dvds instead. "snake on plane" and "war of the world". =D

*hees* :DD happiehappie. den i do e models for the bio ica. bibi help mie too! *muacks-to-baobei* but sad thing ishh WOKEUP LATE AND LINE STILL NOT ACTIVATE. -__- *bad start..* ):

go get mc for the morning class. xPP cant afford to miss classess lerhs!
bio ica.. went smoothly. jus kinda nervous! =P should be okies.. jus dun lyke e teacher. :/

after tt .. meet bibi n lihao to go work together.

i keep complainin hungry .. when i work half way. BIBI CAME WITH A BAG OF OLD CHANG KEE FOOD! so touched nohs! *muacks* love you! =DD
^ ^ todae work @ boatONE with yiyang and andeson. (:
not veri busy .. jus keep RAINING. -_-

go hme @ 11pm. (:
crap awhile @ veneto wibe chong laopa! hahas. habe sum food. ((:

okies. end heres. gg to hug bibi lerhhs!

*I LOVE YOU *

11JANUARYo6
this morning i just activitate my line! =D so pple ; contact me back to my old line okies! sorries. sort of "disappear" these few mths! xPP

late for lecture! xP but lucky attendance system spoil .. so i stil present!! :)) hees*
1o82 derhs lectures FINISH todae! ^ ^ *ebi*
den we gorts lab agn .. infant feedin!! =DD so fun nohs. reallie happy!! FUN lesson!

after lab.. we rehearsal some more for tmr bio ica! *omy* so excited!! :DD hahas. tmr finish .. mean NO MORE PROJECTS! (: - YEAH! hahas.

den 1029 presentation ; finish @ 3pm jiu go hme lerhs! *hees* so happie. so fast~~! ^ ^
but one sad thing todae .. NO calls or msges to bibi .. or from bibi. .. veri SAD! i hope tonite jiu keyi call him! I MISS HIM MANIEMANIE! *muacks*

*pss melissa.. THANKS for e choco.! (: I LOVE IT! but isnt ur fault narhs. =D plus e "qing shu" .. so sweet and cute! hahas. (: thkks! and thkss! plus sorries . (: FWENS/JIEMEIs FOREVER!*

o9 jan o6 :

*yeahs* so happie nohs. cos finishh 2 ica yterdae!! =DD

and i slept 9hours!! (: *ebi*
hmms .. i gorts nth better to blog lerhhs! =P

i MISS laogong!! he din called mie todae. )':
maybe he will later .. HOPE so. darling ; i miss you.

tmr lesson start @ 1pm! =DD *yeahs*
can slp longer again!!! =DDD
wahas.
but gorts project meetin after tt and workin @ night.

okies. end here! (: *bye*

my new year resolution! =D
*ms janet remind of mie to do tt* - my 1st time doing that. hope i follow them!


1st ; - love laogong more and more! <33
2nd ; - be a good ger!
3rd ; - don't skip lesson! (: *100%*
4th ; - save @ least 70dollars! /mth
5th ; - work hard! study harder!
6th ; - gain weight!
7th ; - mus do the top 6 resolutions! =D

today is o7jano6 ; mie and bibi loving each other for 15months!

so glad .. me and laogong are still loving and holding on. =DD getting happier everyday .. since the day we are together! laogong always letting me have my "da xiao jie" temper and giving in to me. (: *we are so true to each other ; we don't hide anything.* -i simply love our relationship- i want and hope we both will last till the day we got married. which we plan to register on o7 oct 2010 . (: *yea* can't wait!! =DD

laogong ..don't worry about me leaving you hao marhs? (: *i don't bear o do it* - just keep loving, caring and protecting me! - i will always be urs!


jus now went bugis with bibi, lihao and rm. saw a kitten being attack by BIG RED ANTS! *omg* its so sad .. e kitten is covered with ants!! its eyes.. its nose..its ears.. and it cant move! )':
we cant do anything to help! )): we poured some water but NO help @ all .. den we even use sticks to swap e ants away! but .. NO AVAIL! =\ in the end .. e kitten died. ! )':

*sorries .. we cant save eu! *

den mie went bibi hse! now @ theres .. bloggin. (:
bi going back camp; *sad* but nvrm! 5daes onliie .. i can't do it derhs! =DD
* i LOVE and MISS him *

first of all ... HAPPIE 2oo7!!!!! ((:

spent my countdwns @ grill. =D *workin* hahas. but fun though. work until 3am! we earn 20k tt dae nohs! so gd rites! den we gorts burgers and sponser cab fare! after tt mie, bibi, manda, lh and her boonboon. *wahas* took cab hme. we go my hse. actuallii wanna celebrates derhs but we sort of tired .. and settle to a easier celebration. pokers ! wahas. -_- boring last dae of 2oo6.

todae FUN! (: *details kept* xPP
baobao and beibei should noe whye! =DD wahahas. =x

=D last year .. ; my bside derhs beloved 2gers gorts hurt by bastards! - but foolish derhs gers stil lube e jerks! =\
*SORRIES* i noe eu wil sae i nvr noe .. cos i v happie all these. but seeing eu gers .. make mie thinkk tt eu gers of sayin "jiayou.. nvr let go." all these. ish jus . . . . "holdin on .. and get more hurt"
reallie hurt and hate to see eu gers so sad. )': but wadeva i sae..i noe ish of no use. no matter wad i stil sayin : "i dun lyke to see eu gers lyke tt. i HATE e jerks! . if its tyme to let go .. it ish tyme. holdin on .. might nt change. it wil onlii hurts eu more. i noe eu lube him , hard to let go and stuffs. but its fer ur own good. anything ; I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.
this year .. i wan eu gers to owaes be happie and smiles. dun cry agn.



*bibi .. another year wibe eu! (:
i noe we wil last! <333>